sighs
at 12:02 AM on July 19, 2005 .
I had an ok day. It was sort of one of those days where something lingered and made me sad but i can't really explain it. so towards the end it was "one of those days". I tried to apply for my work's credit card-but got denied b/c i donno why. Maybe b/c i don't have credit yet-I donno. So I came to my sisters tonight b/c i didn't really wanna go home. I just tried to look up my credit report but it won't work.
I don't want to fall into depression/confusion and anger again at God b/c of my circumstance. Even though everything keeps coming against me i want to trust him, but i am still i donno sad. i really gotta pray. so if anyone is readin' this pray for me too-please.
noize: kristy starling- as long as we're here
mood: crushed
respond here